Ever since I started high school it seems like all of my friends are so depressed.
It kills me to see that.
I really don't understand.
I've been threw so much crap in my life but I'm a relatively cheerful person.
Or at least I try to be most of the time.
But then my friends, of course they've been threw some major life events.
But it seems like they don't even try to be happy.
Some of them are worse then others of course.
A few of them cut themselves which I really never understood the logic in that.
It doesn't help anything.
Then another one is threatening to kill himself.
And like me and my friends always tell him we love him and cares about him.
But it seems like he doesn't care and won't listen to us.
I'm a strong person and will never become like that.
Is there anyway to help people that are like that?
Especially when they're so young and have their whole life ahead of them...

Hello =]
Yeah I'm sick ='[ I have a sore throat, runny nose, and horrible coughing that hurts my chest. I went to the nurses at school today and got picked up. Then me and my dad went and got some medicine, I've been taking this horrible tasting stuff every 4 hours haha. It tastes like strong cherry cough drops in liquid form. It's horrible haha. And I've been using cough drops and lots of tissues haha. When I got home I took the first dose of the nasty stuff, ate a little bit of food, then went up in my room and watched Will & Grace. Haha I love that show <33

But man tomorrow I have tests in all of my classes, then I have Christmas break, which is like 16 days off. So I'd probably forget everything and I'd have to stay after like everyday the week I come back =[ Ughh it's not going good.

But looking on the bright side, I get a laptop for Christmas =] I'm gonna ask if maybe I can get it on Christmas eve ;] I duno if my dad would say yes though xDD It's sitting in his closet saying "Lindsay! Download music on me! I want your babies!" and I can't respond =[

Hopfully some how, magically, I feel wayyy better tomorrow so I can go to school for the full day. Lets just hope!

Hello =] So yesterday I got... A LAPTOP! It's gonna be for Christmas so I can't use it until Christmas =[ But I think me and the laptop were meant to be.
I got it from Best Buy. Me and my dad went at around 8pm last night. I saw one and it was a Dell and it had everything that I need and it was like $600. Then I found another one which was a Toshiba that had everything I wanted that was only like $500. So we asked the person at the register if they had any of them in stock and the Toshiba and the dell were out of stock. So we started to look around and stuff. Then this guy bought a laptop, and he came up to my dad and gave him a piece of paper with like a phone number and name and was like "He's a really good computer guy ;] Call him." And then went out of the store xDD Then this mom and daughter had the Toshiba I wanted on hold and they were about to buy it and they overheard me and my dad talking about the Toshiba and the mom was like "I had it on hold. But I wanted a different one so wanna trade? I'll let you buy this one and I'll buy the other one." So we got the Toshiba. When we went to pay for it my dad was like "Take of $50." and she was like hmm I guess I can do that. But I think maybe the laptop didn't cost $500? I duno but then it ended up around $430. Then she was like "Would you like Geeksquad to take off all of the trials. You probably won't be able to get them off yourself. When you delete it it duplicates." So, the Geeksquad thing was gonna cost $150. Then my dad was like "How about for $100." and she was like "I'll see what I can do." and we got the Geeksquad thing for like $120. So we went to Wegmans to let Geeksquad do their thing with it. Then we came back at around 9:40. They needed the computer for 10 more minutes so me and my dad were just looking at refridgeraters that we'll never buy and washer and dryers. Then we got the laptop and went home. My dad told me to put it in his closet so I did. So sad that I can't use it yet =[ Only 12 more days then I can =D I think I'll name him Hurbert. He's so perfect <33 I can't wait to play around with him haha. THAT SOUNDS SO BAD xD

Then today I went to school exhausted. I usually go to sleep at 9:00 but then last night I went at 10:45 since we were getting the laptop. Then I had counseling during advisement and I was so sad. It turns out one of the counslers got transfered so he won't come and have group counseling with us. He has counseled me for 3 years. It like took a big piece out of me I couldn't believe it. He's helped me soo much. And then the other counsler that does group with us is leaving after Christmas break. She got some new job. And like I don't know her well but it's still sad. And now we're gonna get some totally new people and we have to tell them everything about us. It's kinda weird to think of it that way. One of the counslers said that she was gonna see if the new counsler can walk around with her everyday next week. But man, I duno if I'm ready for a new counsler. I'm gonna miss them so much. It's horrible D:

But then todays Earth Science was so fun xD Like we were learning about like P-waves, S-waves, L-waves etc. And like we all like jumped making an "earthquake" xD And like our school is 2 floors and we were on the top floor haha. And like it was just so fun and stuff =]]


Yeahh =P It's just been up and down for me the past 2 days.

So sad =[ Tomorrow I was supposed to be seeing Twillight but I'm not 100% sure I will. My uncle was seriously reminding me ever since Feburary that he will be the one taking me. And now he's in jail because he forgot to pay something to the court. It sucks. Maybe I can go with my aunt or someone I duno =[

This morning me and Beth were talking and like, our friend Racheal, she has her first boyfriend and she's really happy and me and Beth are happy for all and stuff, but she never wants to hang out with just us it feels like. Like Beth was having a tough time last night and she called Racheal but Racheal was like "I'll call you back I have someone on the other line." which was her boyfriend. And she never called Beth back. This is when the quote 'Bros before hoes' comes in. Yes, love you boyfriend or girlfriend, but make some time for just your friends too. I still love Racheal but it sucks that she doesn't be with us too much. Like when me and Beth had that sleepover, Racheal was supposed to sleepover but her parents wouldn't let her. But when we thought she was coming Beth was like "How many times do you think Racheal will call Brennain?" And like Beth told me one time Beth's dad was like "Tell Racheal to come inside now." and like he was really serious. So Beth went and looked outside to tell Racheal and she was making out with Brennain in Beth's backyard. And Beth was like "C'mon Rach! You have to get inside!" and Racheal was like "Wait" and like she took 5 minutes. And it was urgent. Seriously =[ I duno. I can't tell Rach these things because I'd feel bad. But something has to happen.

Well today during lunch my cousin went up to Sweney and was trying to hug him xD And Sweney touched his chest to move him away from him. And my cousin came back and he was like "Sweney was totally trying to feel me up." xD Aw man <3 Messing with Sweney is the best.

Hey =] I'm not feeling too well. At one moment I'm fine then the next I wanna throw up my intestines xDD But I'm a tough cookie so I've been going to school B]

So like during Chorus it was really bad. And I asked this girl named Cara if she had any medicine for it. I don't know Cara too well. We're just aquaintances. And she gave me 2 pills. I was desperate so I took them, they could've been ecstasy or viagra or something haha ;; But I feel alright right now. I seriously don't know what's wrong with me. I don' tthink I ate something bad or anything =[[


Also today was the first meeting of anime club. I'm excited!! There was me, Sara, Pete, David, David, Steven and Brian? I forgot his name xDD I know it started with a B. So we came up with some ideas and stuff and I get to write them all down on a big piece of paper and make up dates that'll we'll meet ;] We'll meet like once a month. I don't think that's enough but atleast we have something. Everyone seems pretty cool. Me and Sara have been friends for years, Pete is cool he's Sara's boyfriend, Steve likes Big Bang so that's a plus, David #1 didn't talk too much so I'm not sure. He doesn't look like a mean guy, David #2 seems cool too haha he didn't talk much either. And Mr. B seems alright. Hopefully it'll grow a bit but I hope Jill doesn't find out about it and start coming xD ;;

Well that's pretty much it haha ;; Buyyy <3

Soo ;] On Friday I was sick, I think I ate something bad and so my stomach was making reallly weird noises xD I stayed in bed until like 2:30 watching Golden Girls, Fraiser, Will & Grace and Desperate Housewives xD LIFETIME <3;; Then I went on the computer for a bit then went to my cousins house. I was like laying on the couch for what seemed like forever just trying to get attention while my cousin was on her laptop. So finally I decided to go downstairs to see what Andrew and my brother were doing. That was fun xD Like my brother was playing a video game and Andrew was watching funny stuff on the computer.

Then on Saturday at about 7:00 we went to see the musical at my highschool called 'Bye Bye Birdie'. I really regret not trying out for it =[ It was really good, it ended at like 10:15 and my cousin (I was there with my cousin and her friend) called her mom because she was supposed to pick us up, and she said she'd be there at 10:30. So we waited outside for awhile and she still wasn't there. We called again but we could only hear like people talking. So we called again and she was so drunk haha. liek we had to say things a million times but she still didn't listen. so instead we called my dad, it's after 11 and my dad comes and picks us up and takes us to my house. We get there and her mom calls and says she's halfway to her house, which is like 30 minutes away from my house. So my cousin told her to go to her house and stay there. It's about 11:30 we start heading to her house, we get there and she's not there. My cousin calls her and then my aunt said she's at my house (wtf?). We were trying to see her mom because like my cousin had to get something out of her car. So we didn't find her and just took them over to the other house and me and my dad got home after 12. It was very exhausting. My dad said he thinks my aunt got so drunk that night because on Friday she found out she has something on her intestine and it might be cancer. She had cancer but I think she got rid of it and the thought of having to go through everything again is horrible.

Today I just went to school. Me and Hannah made more jokes about our science teacher xDD We say his wife is big foot and we make like noises and stuff it's hilarious <333 And I found out that the school might do a Spring musical!! Soo exciting <33 I'm definately gonna try out if they do! People suggested 'Les Miserables" which would be awesome! So excitng x333 I'm going to probably sleepover my friends house later.

Nothing else to say haha ;; Buyyy!! <33

Well today was a good day at first. My friend complimented me and I got to talk to Rachel a lot and we made plans this weekend. But then during lunch Sweney said that people should only pay me 50 cents for an hour of sex. And I was like "Wtf? Why am I only worth 50 cents?" and he said because I'm ugly. =[ I mean I'm not a slut people don't pay me for sex xDD I'm a virgin. But just 1 comment like that can just kill my mood. Then during gym me and Hannah were being funny in the gym weight room. Like we were making noises and faces when we were on the machines xDD And like I was sounding like a chicken really loud xD And like then I made a loud noise and Hannah said I sounded like Big Foot xDD

Then the baby <33 came over and Kristen came over. Me and Kristen went for a walk but she's in one of those moods I hate. When I duno what's up with her but she acts like we're not friends and we don't know eachother and stuff. It makes me mad. I duno what gets to her. But it makes me sad. I wish she wasn't like that but ugh I duno...


On other news....


I LOVE TABOO & HEY SAY JUMPS NEW SINGLE!

;] That is alll.

G'night <3 Lindsay

Okay sorry I haven't posted in awhile xD But well yesterday I went to the mall with my cousin. It was pretty fun =P we go to the mall like every weekend, usually on Sunday's though but whatever haha. And there was this Balloon Manor thing going on there so there was this huge balloon thing and we ran our hands down it while we were walking and at the end it said "Don't touch the Balloons" xD Then we passed the food court and saw Casey & Shawn there D: Ugh I hate them. Casey is my other cousin & Shawn is her boyfriend. Casey is ok but she talks bad behind my back and Shawn is just mean. Then me and Kristen were walking and these guys were all like "Ladies! Hey!" and we looked at them and they were like "CALL ME! MY PHONE NUMBER IS: [I'm not saying the # xD]" and so Kristen started texting him but he turned out to be really mean =[ He said something along the lines of "You stupid emo bitch with your lip rings. Go and kill yourself" and then she said back to him "lawl, you're a dumb gangster. I bet your mom bought you that hat" xD Then I bought a Yo Gabba Gabba shirt & some headbands.

I had a weird dream last night haha. Like I was walking over to the Middle School because my High School & Middle School are right next to eachother. So I was walking over and I met up with one of my friends named Alyssa and she said this girl named Mona died in a car crash. Mona is some of my friends friend but I'm not really close to her. And Alyssa also said "I'm coming to the Middle School because she told me to pick up 2 projects from her middle school days here. Wanna help?" and I was like "Sure." so we went inside and it looked totally different then how it really is. Like there was 2 floors and I asked a teacher where the main office was and the person said "Well since it's a main office it should be obvious right?" then walked away and then me and Alyssa found the main office and there was a sign above a door in there and it said 'Crappy Rap' xD. Then Alyssa was down on her knees coloring a piece of pink construction paper and then I helped her for a minute and went outside. When I went outside Randy was in gym and he was playing soccer and I started talking to him and at first he was like "Get away from me" but then he started talking. I told him how me and my cousin have Big Bang Photobooks with stickers and he was like "THATS WHY KRISTEN HAS THOSE BIG BANG STICKERS ON HER BINDER!" haha. Then that was the end of my dream.

Ugh tomorrow is school =/ And I have gym. I'm doing Mountain biking in gym and last time I had gym I fell into the fence xDD I'm not coordinated at all.

Well I got a cold =[ It started a few days ago and it sucks. Bad. It's starting to get colder out but my aunt said she'd send me a sweater! haha.

Also well I had a really weird dream yesterday. In the beginning of it me and my cousin, Kristen, were in a big cafeteria at a school. And we both got schedules and it said we had chorus together. then I was going through my schedule and when I went into the chorus room, I was outside and they were rehearsing for a smosh/twilight seris play xDD There was someone dressed up as Boxman and stuff. And like I wasn't supposed to be in the play but I was substituing for someone who wasn't there that day. And we were pretending to be wolves and we had to run down a hill and say a girls name and they walked away with a big pitcher full of grape kool aid xD So we did it and I called the girl Helda or something. Then the wolves went back up on the hill and I was talking to my friend and I said "What's her name anyway? I called her Helda but I wanna know her real name." And my friend was all like "It doesn't matter since she knows her real name." Then we did it again and went back up on the hill and I was talking to the same friend. And he said "Why don't you just go and date Se7en?" and I was like "No! Wait... Se7en's hot! Sure!" Then I looked to the right and Se7en was getting into his car and I was like "HEY!" and Se7en was like "HEY!" and I was like "Where are you going?" and he said "I'm going to the movie theater!" then he stuck out his toungue and kept it sticking out while driving away xDD

Yeah I have no clue why I had a dream like that xD I'm not even a big fan of Se7en. And I haven't read any Twilight books since August haha.

Well today there was spiders in the bathroom and I was like yelling while I was showering xDD When I came out of the bathroom my dad was like "Did the spiders get ya?" and I was like "Yes!!" xD I hate spiders. Spiders & Fruit flies and pure evil! Like we have fruit flies right now too because of my dumb aunt leaving a cup full of orange juice out for a week. And they were like all over out fruit and I used to shoo them away. And now my dad but the fruit in a bag in the fridge and is gonna wash the bowl and now the fruit flies got into the crumb cake D: When I got home from school I was gonna get some crumb cake but they were all over it and I lost my appetite! It was nasty!

Then at school today it was pretty normal. My math teacher said I'm the call to her prayers xDD I love my math teacher so much. She's hilarious <3 She says we're her best class. And she was telling us how she was being supervised when she was teaching this one class, and the class she was teaching at the time were like dead. And so she was being outrageous and stuff trying to get them to liven up like having them do stuff with their hands and what not xDD She says 'That's delicious' after we do something right and 'Box it and run' after you finish a problem xD She's like the only really good teacher I have this year.

In Chorus sectionals I was playing the scales on piano because the other girl knows piano really well and man I seriously suck xD Like I know if I'm playing a sharp or flat but I don't know the name of the note unless I'm looking at it on the paper, so I looked like an idiot a lot of the time xD

Well that was a long post haha. I was gonna review something but last time I checked I only had 700MB so it would be bad to download something xD Well I probably have more since I deleted a bit of stuff or whatever =P

Love,
Lindsay

Well yesterday I went to the cast party. I was in an enviormental musical this summer and we went up to Québec to perform it and it was so much fun <3 The cast party was at Emily's house and me, Beth, Eli, Grace, Mwenya, Brandon, Deb, Rick and George showed up. We were all disappointed that Colin, Stephen & Joe couldn't come =[[ A family emergency happened with Colin so they couldn't come. I was the first to arrive haha I think I might've got the time mixed up. I thought it was from 12 to 4 but maybe it was 1 to 4. I'm not sure though =P When I got there I just chilled with Emily while she was cutting up some cucumbers and stuff. Then we went downstairs and were watching some corny ScFi movie and watching Miami Animal Police. Then more people came and we stood around in the kitchen for awhile just eating and I felt so full haha. Then we went in a room and like Emily was playing her Cello and Eli was playing her Viola and Deb started playing her guitar haha. It was kinda weird. Then it was time to go.

I went to my aunts house so we could pick up my sister, my brother and my cousin. Then we went to my cousins house for a little while then I went home =P

I'm gonna review and album lol Maybe a single or 2 too. Not sure =P

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The Wonder Years - Trilogy
Artist: Wonder Girls
Release Date: September 30th, 2008
Language: Korean
Genre: Pop/Dance
Type: Female Group
Download: http://sharebee.com/8659d018
Tracklist:
1. Intro
2. Nobody
3. I Tried
4. Saying I Love You
5. Nobody (Rainstone Remix)
6. Nobody (Insturmental)
7. I Tried (Insturmental)
8. Saying I Love You (Insturmental)

01 Intro: Wow, it's a Nobody Ballad Version, well a little bit of it. It sounds so good <3 I wish it was longer D: The vocals are so strong and great <3 I give it a 5 out of 5! It's so beautiful and powerful <3

02 Nobody: Wow their English is pretty good in the beginning. It's so catchy and fun! I feel like dancing xDD I want nobody nobody but you! The chorus is awesome! It's a really cute and ufn song. The vocals are great, especially in the chorus. I could listen this song on repeat and not get bored with it xDD It'd probably get painfully stuck in your head. WOO YOO BIN RAP <3 I love her. She's amazing <3 My favorite! I give it a 5 out of 5! It's such a fun song <3

03 I Tried: This is a more ballad-y song. It's nice but I duno, I like hearing fun songs like Nobody from Wonder Girls, it's just what they're better at. Not much to say about it I guess it's just I duno. It's alright. I give it a 3 out of 5. It's not bad but it's just kinda there lol.

04 Saying I Love You: Another Ballad-y song. It's nice and all. I like the harmonies & such. But again I like to hear upbeat songs from Wonder Girls xDD I give it a 3 out of 5. It's alright. Maybe I gott listen to it more? I duno =P

05 Nobody (Rainstone Remix) This kinda sounds like a slower version of Nobody. It's nice. But I think they should've made the Intro a longer one and not this one xD I give it a 3 out of 5. It's alright but they didn't do much to it. Just take out some of the background insturments and slow it down.

Overall I give this album a 3 out of 5. It only really had 2 good songs. So yeah =P

Y'know what, I have nothing better to do in my life so I'll review some other sutff =P

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Happy Birthday
Artist: NEWS
Release Date: October 1st, 2008
Language: Japanese
Genre: Pop
Type: Male Group
Download: http://sharebee.com/d7a1ed7a
Tracklist:
1. Happy Birthday
2. Gan Gan Ganbatte!
3. Push On
4. Game Of Love
5. Happy Birthday (Insturmental)

01 Happy Birthday: I absolutely love this song & PV xD I've listened to it a lot. They sound so good together on the Wow Yeah's. And I love the chorus too. It's so fun and it fits well. After you listen to it for awhile you pretty much can sing the chorus without looking at lyrics xDD I give it a 5 out of 5! It's such a fun and carefree song =]

02 Gan Gan Ganbatte!: This song is fun! It's great haha. The solo parts & chorus is great. The insturments in the background compliment the voice and make it more fun. I give it a 5 out of 5! It's great and cute and catchy and soo funnn waaahahahah I love it!

03 Push On: This is a fun song haha. Ring ring ring ring~ It's cute! Not much more to say xD I give it a 4 out of 5. It's cute and catchy!

04 Game Of Love: Woah robotic in the beginning haha. This song is alright. Nothing special. Just kinda there =P I give it a 3 out of 5. It's alright but not too special =P

Overall I give it a 4 out of 5! It's a great single and definately worth downloading!

On Friday I did a lot of things xDD I went to school (obviously) and stayed after school until 6pm decorating the Freshman hall for homecoming. The theme for Freshman is the game of Life, like the board game. And like we decorated with paper money and cards that said stuff like "Climb Mt. Everest. $50,000" and with people with all of the Freshman's names on them. Pink for girls & Blue for guys. And me and Krystal were cutting out a lot of the money and playing some music. And whenever she had scraps I put them in the recycle bin and she was like "NO! WAIT UNTIL THERE'S A BIG PILE! You're all like 'GARBAGE YAAAAYYY!'" xDD It was so funny. Me and my friends put our names on the card that said 'Climb Mt. Everest'. Then me Rachel & Autumn went into town. We went into the new CD shop. I'm disappointed xDD I thought there would be some Jpop or something (yeah right. I shouldn't over estimate things). But there was a LOT of CD's and VHS's and stuff. Then we went to Abbots and got some ice cream. Thenn we looked in the Book store. Then we went home. I was reallllly tried so I didn't get to talk about it on Friday =[[


Then yesterday I went to the mall with Kristen. I got pink liquid eyeliner. I kinda wish I got black instead but whatever. Pink is pretty cool. And we went in Claires and they were selling like the really small crowns for like $8.50! I was like wtf? You can probably get one of those crowns at the dollar store.

Today wasn't very exciting. I mixed a lot. I added 2 vids on youtube of me singing. I started watching Koizora the drama and omg. The actors and actresses xDD I mean I love Koizora, the drama is pretty good but like Hiro looks like his face is too small for his hair and that he hasn't washed his hair in weeks. I miss old Hiro =[[ Mika is alright. But she looked a little bit like a goat at a point. Also I ended my cover groups hiatus. I really hope everyone wants to return back to the group <33

Love,
Lindsayy

Okay yeah I'm back. I haven't posted in forever right? xDD Well I'll try to post more. I'll also do some music reviews or whatever I feel like doin'''' =P

Well I found this group or I duno what it's called =P But it inspired me to post more. It's for making friends who like Jpop etcc. And everyone seems pretty nice there =] Here's the linkk:



I have nothing really to post about yet =P Well I started my 9th grade year in high school 2 weeks ago? That's goin' pretty good. Today's a Sunday so I don't have any school and it's pretty early so I haven't done anything significant today.

So since I don't have much to talk about I'll Review the new FT Island album!



F.T. Island Vol. 2 - Colorful Sensibility
Release Date: August 25th, 2008
Language: Korean
Genre: Rock/Ballad
Artist: Male Group
Download: http://sharebee.com/7396af81

01 사랑후애 (譃爱) (Lying Love): The violins transitioning to the guitar and drums and stuff with the sprakley noise sounded really nice. It also sounded cool how the insturments were quieter while he was singing and then it builds up and goes down again. And I love the rap and the guy starts singing through it <33 Then ends with the violinss <33 I give it a 5 out of 5! It's was a wonderful song to start off the album with!

02 여자는 몰라 (Girls Don’t Know): Wow interesting title. Usually it's the girls complaining that the guys don't know xD It's another song that builds up. Hong Gi's voice is really wonderful <3 I really love the chorus of this song. It's so powerful. SAAAARANGAEE MORAA-- It sounds like a really fun song to sing haha. I give it a 4 out of 5! The intensity and power of the vocals and insturments were great but It seemed like they did the chorus a lot. Still very good though <33

03 그대는 사랑입니다 (You Are Love): Nice and calming <3 Aww it's so beautiful! After the beginning it does sparkley's then Hong Gi singss <33 It sounds like an inspirational song. I especially love the insturmentals. Like the guitar and stuff in the middle part when he doesn't sing. It's such a sweet song <33 I give it a 5 out of 5! It's so beautiful <3

04 Love Is: Haha funny English in the beginning. I love it when they have accents like that xDD I like how he says Beautiful. It's cutee! I wish he would say that to mee! xDD This song is a nice cute song. I give it a 3 out of 5! It sounds kinda cheap and like a filler song. But it's still cute.

05 멋쟁이 vs 예쁜이 (FT vs PRI) (The Cool vs The Pretty): Very rockish. It even starts out. But it's a fun rock song! I feel like dancing to it! It sounds like someone else is singing, not Hong Gi at some parts. That's nice to hear some of the other people singing <3 MOCHO MOCHO MOCHOOO~ SOREE SOREE SOREWAAewew xDD More people should start singing more! NOt just Hong Gi. I mean I love Hong Gi but I like hearing a few voices here and there. Because the other guys voice is nice too (I duno who it is xD). I give it a 5 out of 5! It's a really nice fun song and it shows off another members voice!

06 외워두기 (Memorize): It's a sweet ballad. I love the piano I think it is. The insturments really show off how beautiful Hong Gi's voice is. And the chorus doesn't over do it with power, it's just the right amount. The ending is loveee <3<3<3 I give it a 5 out of 5! It's a nice one to listen to and there's no point in the song where he's giving off too much power. The insturments really show off Hong Gi's beautiful voice and the beautiful sounds of the insturments at the same time.

07 미워하고 원망하고 (Hate And Resentment): Interesting name again. Kinda scary name xDD I imagined it to be like some hardcore rock song but so far it sounds like a ballad. With a nice piano playing in the background and Hong Gi's voice quiet and sweeet. The chorus is so strong and wonderful. Like they're putting all of their soul into it. I bet I would cry if there was a music video to this song and if I knew what he was saying. I give it a 5 out of 5! It's such a powerful ballad <3

08 1분 1초도 (Even For One Minute And One Second): Not really my kind of song. The Harmonica makes it sound kind of on-the-ranch song. And it's a ballad, and I have nothing against ballad, I love me a good ballad, but I duno. This song doesn't really catch me. I give it a 2 out of 5. Not a big fan of this song =[[

09 사랑하지마요 (Please Don’t Love Me): It's very powerful and sweet <3 I love the piano in it mixed along with the drums and guitar in the intense parts. It's such a serious song like you can feel the powaaaa! I give it a 5 out of 5! It has a good balance of slow and powerfull. It's probably my favorite on this albumm <3

10 사랑이라 부르는 이름 (A Name Called Love): I like the effects on his voice in the beginning. It's a nice laidback kind of song. Sounds more like a happy song but it's kind of boring. Gets old after awhile I guess. I give it a 3 out of 5! It's not the best, but it's not bad.

11 Troublemaker: I like this one =] It's Upbeat and Rockish and funnn! In the middle I like the insturments a lot. The guitar and the synthesizerrr! YOU CAN FLY HIGHER! I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT! xDDD I love the hey's in the background near the end. It adds more fun to the song <3 I give it a 5 out of 5! It's a really fun song!

12 Train: Another fun rock song! A Rock ballad to start of the song with and and upbeat rock song to end the song with <3 I like how Hong Gi sings something then other people sing after him. Like an echo effect type thing. I give it a 4 out og 5!

This album was pretty good. I give it a 4 out of 5. There's a good mixture of Rock and upbeat songs and ballad touching songs.

Here's a pretty rare single! It's the Ai No Merry Christmas or whatever (haha) You can probably find stuff about it on wiki.theppn.

Ai No Merry Christmas -- [URL=http://www.sendspace.com/file/2vk365]http://www.sendspace.com/file/2vk365[/URL]
Tabidatsu Kimi Ni -- [URL=http://www.sendspace.com/file/wo3pmr]http://www.sendspace.com/file/wo3pmr[/URL]
Ai No Merry Christmas (Insturmental) -- [URL=http://www.sendspace.com/file/l5qnnm]http://www.sendspace.com/file/l5qnnm[/URL]
Ai No Merry Christmas (Chorus) -- [URL=http://www.sendspace.com/file/lvydsj]http://www.sendspace.com/file/lvydsj[/URL]
Tabidatsu Kimi Ni (Insturmental) -- http://www.sendspace.com/file/dz7b7w
Tabidatsu Kimi Ni (Yuko Nakazawa. I didn't think it had Miki in it) -- http://www.sendspace.com/file/88t52z


Enjoy! And be in the holiday spirit!

Hii everyone <3 <3

I went to Show Choir today. It was fun. We got our bells for one of the songs! I have soo many bell parts lol I hope I do well with Melissa!

My dad said that my Mom got kicked out of her apartment and is now living with my aunt (her sister). I think it's a BIG mistake of my aunt to let her move in with her. My mother stole money from my other aunt which is also her sister. So if she stole money from her she'll definately steal money from the aunt she's living with. Man Michele! How can you be so stupid?

That was a little harsh lol

Vinh said he got me another present. I feel so bad because he said it was expensive and I feel bad! He's really nice to me. It makes me happy. I wonder what it is. He said he had to activate it & that it's a little shiny and it's small enough to fit in one of those padded envelope things. Hmm... I really have no clue!

Last night I started a fanfic! I finally got ideas lol I'll post a exert (I've only made 2 and a half chapters so far). Tell me if you like the exert.

" "If only she liked me, and if I asked her out she would be crying tears of joy instead of pain." Nakatsu said in his head and let me cry on his shoulder for awhile. "

It's called "Don't Miss Me, Too Much". I think it's prewtty good so far but I shouldn't judge on my own work lol. It's a love story about a girl with no parents & gets bullied and a love triangle and I try to fit little bits of comedy in there and stuff! I'll post the first chapter tomorrow! I hope you guys will enjoy!

Love,
CappnNono

Well today wasn't really exciting lol I guess there's some disease spreading around schools in New York =[ I hope I don't get it! I'd be scared.
I'm gonna go to the dentists on Friday to get a cavity filled that I should've gotten filled 6 months ago lol Liike hmm I wouldn't wanna be a dentist. I mean look at this scenerio:
Person: So what's your job.
Dentist: I scrape germ poop off of peoples teeth.

That is gross lol

Well I got lots of singing done! Finished Shuffle Natsu Party stuff, some Pon Pon Collabration album stuff and Suppin to Namida! I really like my Suppin To Namida! Now I gotta get Chokotto LOVE good ;] Surprisingly Chokotto LOVE is kinda hard. I didn't notice it before lol I'll post links to the songs when it releases on Pon Pon!

Well I duno what else to say lol Buy Buy everyone! Love <3 <3 <3 <# #,3,3,3,3,332he tgkjdg

-Cappn

Well I thought I'd post some stuff and advertise for Gen 3 of my cover group!

You can reply here, e-mail me (Tsujixchan@hotmail.com) or PM me on the CappnProject Forum (http://z11.invisionfree.com/CappnProject/index.php?act=idx My name is CappnNono on it) this:

1. Name:
2. Color (you'd like when color coding):
3. Stage Name:
4. Audition song name:
5. Audition song link:
6. Desired group(s):
7. Desired position in group (Leader, Sub-leader, member):

The auditions close November 6! Any querstions you can contact me or whatever! I really would love new members!


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Today there was a lockdown at schoool because someone had a knife or something. Scary! It really was. I duno what else to talk about it lol

I didn't talk to Vinh much today sadly =[ I'm used to talking to him for like 437289047 hours a day but it was more like 30 minutes =[

This morning I smelled perfume and asked my sis what it was. It turned out to be my Fantasy perfume! I missed my fantasy Perfume. It's one of the Britney Spear's perfume. I love her perfumes~<3


Well today I'm going out to lunch with my aunt & Uncle from upstate New York. I think they're coming back from Colorado and so they're gonna pass through my little town lol

Hmm I guess I don't have too much to write about right now. I'll update later if anything exciting happens.



Love, CappnNono <3

Yay! Back from Georgia. It was AMAZING! I'll write about everything.

Wedsday: Got back from Showchoir/School and started packing everything. I couldn't find a suitcase and right when we were gonna go meet up with my aunts & cousins I told my dad and he flipped D: So then we went to AAA (some map place) and my suitcase was too big. So we transfered my stuff into a bag thing. Then we got on the road, Kristen in the middle first. We drove for a few hours then me & Kristen switched. It was about 12am (midnight) and we were looking for a hotel in Pennsylvania. We checked 3 hotels and all of them were full. So we kept on driving and got into West Virginia and stayed there for the night.

Thursday: Drove through West Virginia, Virginia, North Carolina and South Carolina until we reached Georgia. In Georgia when we got there, there was a big traffic jam D: And it was hard to find our hotel but the smart Lindsay sound it. We got a Suite. My aunts slept in the bed, me and Kristen on the pull out matress and Casey was on the floor. After we put everything in our room we went and pre registered for the con. Man the hotel that the con was at was beautiful. I wish we stayed there instead of the place we stayed at D:

Friday: First day of con! Kristen was Kotaro (Papuwa) and brought her Ichiro costume along with her. I was Mako (Nerima Daikon Bros). We got to the hotel that the con was at at about 9am. Nothing really opened until 12pm. So me, Kristen and Casey checked everything out and such. Then at 12pm the dealers room opened and everyone went into there. I got 2CD's on the first day x3 Ai No Sono ~Touch My Heart!~ and Best! Morning Musume 2. When me and Kristen were about to go down the escalator some guy with Blue hair said to me "Nice costume" and started going down the escaltor. I said thanks and Kristen was like "Do you know who that is?!" And I said "No, who?" And she said "Greg Ayres!" And Greg smiled and we joined him on the escalator and talked. When we got to the bottom we hugged him then he had to go to "lunch". Then we waited in line to get Mika Macfarland (Yukelhackson in Nerima Daikon Bros & Hijikata in Papuwa) autograph, some other guy that played Gir in Invador Zim, and Greg Ayres! We asked Greg if we could sing with him later and he said okay. Later though. Then we went to Voice Acting Panel 1 with Greg & Mike. They're so kool lol. After the voice acting panel we asked Greg again but he used the lunch excuse lol. After that we got in line to get Monica Rial's and Vic's autographs and me & Kristen were doing the "Why?" Thing from Drake and Josh and thus we met Triangle Head. He became our good friend.When we got up there Monica had to go =[ We talked to her for a second though. She's happy we love Papuwa becase like no one knows about Papuwa. And Monica is Papuwa in Papuwa =P When we were in line for Monica The Captains (a band) were promoting their concert. The curly guy was. He was petting Kristen's raccoon and asked if it was a Hippo. I didn't understand so he drew me a picture of one LOL. I still have it. Kristen was like "He thought it was a Hippo!" lol And I asked him if he like Morning Musume. He said he did and that he liked Mari Yaguchi the best. I said I love Mari and I love Tsuji Nozomi the best. He liked Tsuji Nozomi too. His favorite song is Love Machine by them. That song rocks <3 After that we went to Vic's concert. He's so awesome! I really liked this one song that kinda sounded like evanesence, Solider A and The Legend of Middle Tenessee lol I bought a CD for $10. I wanted to get him to sign it but soo many fangirls D: Then me and Kristen were walking around and some guy promoting a con called MTAC asked us if we'd like to touch his big black pole. Me and Kristen were like Jacking off the black pole and he made a video and said he's gonna put it on youtube lol. Hm, after that I don't really remember what we did. Well we went back to the hotel but first we stopped at Wal Mart. Mel & Michelle got in a fight and Mel, Me, Kristen and Casey went into Wal Mart. When we went out Michelle & her car were gone. Mel was freaking out and thought some black guy stole her. When it turns out Michelle just went across the street. Then we took showers and went to sleep.

Saturday: Best day of my life ever. We arrived at the con at probably around 10-11. I bought lots of CD's! I got Yuujou ~Kokoro No Busu Ni Naranee~, NO. 5, Renai Revolution 21, and Mini Moni Songs 2. Mini Moni Songs 2 came with a poster =3. I got a poster of The Captains and got them to sign it. Curly was funny lol he tried to write AWA and wrote it like AWVA lol like the W had an extra thing. I also met Preelander Z. Yellow likes W so I made Kristen get a picture of Me & Yellow doing the W sign lol Then we met Monica again. Turns out she forgot the Cosmic Erection song =[ So we asked her to say "Cosmic Erection" in Papuwa's voice and I got it on my Mp3 player LOL I love Monica <3I'm sad we missed the second voice acting panel =[ Me & Kristen found this Japanese Manga dealer and asked if he had Papuwa and omg he did! He also had something that came with the 4th book & a tanno keychain! I got one of the 4th book Tanno Keychain things. Kristen got one of those and she got all of the Papuwa books he had LOL It was surprisingly cheap! only $50 all together!Then we went downstairs. I looked at my CD's and she looked at her books and we took a picture. I also got Jesse & James figures and Kristen got an Ash & Misty! We met up with Triangle head and his girlfriend. She was so nice! She said ya'll a lot. Shows southern accents lol Then we departed and later that night we waited in line for the concert but didn't get in =[ Plus, Kristen lost her badge. So then Me, Kristen, Triangle head and Triangle heads girlfriend headed downstairs, sat on the floor and talked. Kristen was using his hat as a Barbie playhouse lol Kristen was also calling people verbs and nouns and adverbs lol Then we waited in line for the rave. I was talking to some people I didn't know lol. This guy was all of the sudden like "Hi" And held out his hand and I shook it and said "Hi." And he asked me my name and I said Lindsay and we kept shaking eachothers hands and the Asian kid was like "You two get a room." LOL Jeez. Then we got in the rave. Greg was the DJ <3 <3 There was a Kongo line and I held onto some guy then Kristen held onto me and a sweaty greasy guy held her shoulders LOL I felt so bad for her. Then we met one of Casey's friends and gave Casey's badge to him to give to Casey because Kristen used Casey's badge. Then we sat down and some guy used Kristen's cell. I thought he was Casey's friend but he wasn't LOL He was nice though. He asked us why we weren't dancing and that's really nice to ask people that. Casey spent the night at the hotel. And be and Kristen went back to the hotel. I took a shower and we went to sleep.

Sunday: We went to the Coke factory place. It was kinda kool. I only liked the tasting the coke from all of the countries part lol Africa's coke products were so gross. I liked North America, Latin America and Asia the best. Europe's was ok. Then we went back home. We made it threw South Carolina, North Carolina, Virgina and when we got to West Virgina we made a wrong turn and we were heading towards Ohio. So we took a shortcut threw a winding path with TONS of deer. We would've been in Pennsylvania if we didn't take that wrong turn. So we stopped at a hotel and it was cheap and really nice!

Monday: Arrived home at about 4pm. Finally home. I wished it was Saturday again.

I miss Georgia. The con was AMAZING. If Vinh was there it would've been even more fun! I hope I get to go to AWA again so I can meet up with Triangle head & his girlfriend.

Hello! Well today I had school so I'll say what happened in each class.

1. Study Hall: Did my homeowrk, read more of Specials, and wrote the Nerima theme on Thursday in my planner.

2. SS: My teacher talked a lot lol I guess I like it when teachers talk a lot. When it's interesting I can listen, when it's boring I can zoom out. We watched some clip of a show with cowboys.

3. Tech: I finished my project I was doing in there. It was a circle (I forgot what they're really called) with stuff I drew symbolizing stuff about myself.

4. Science: Did an experiment. Me & Sarah were talking about how nice it would be to visit France, London & Egypt. Jill being the weeaboo she is said Japan, China and Korea are nice too. Maybe some parts of Japan are nice but most of it is city. God she's a weeaboo.

5. Art: I did something with colored pencils and next week we're doing a thing when we draw junk food lol

6. Lunch: Did lunchy stuff LOL Talked to Austin & Aaron. Austin is so jealous of me lol I get to see Preelander Z soon~ And I sang Nerima because they were singing LOL

7. Math: Did math stuff lol I don't like math lol

8. Flex: Ste-Vie had a picture of Ne-yo and put it on top of Ms. Limina's board and said "Ms. Limina, when you're lonely here" and Ms. Limina didn't notice it until the end of the period LOL Man I wish she would've kept it there!

After School: Show Choir: We played a fun game of getting to know eachother. Since the show choir teacher loves disent they taped a name of a disney person or famous person on your back and we had to ask people yes or no questions about the person on our back. I got Ragedy Ann lol. Then we asked someone 3 questions about themselves and presented to the class. Mrs. Fitz thought I liked to eat snakes LOL When my partner said I liked steak. It was funny. I'm really lucky and happy to be in show choir. I think I'll make lots of new friends without Jill stealing them.

I might go to Georgia at the end of Wedsday instead of Thursday. I don't mind when I go, as long as I get there! But I read the site and it looks like they took of J-music all night? I wonder what happened to that. I'm really sad. I was looking forward to doing that with Kristen =[